Makeshift Womanhood

i found a lump
cursed my womanhood
touched my womb
and felt something forgein
ive hated this body for too long
this makeshift womanhood was built out of
ooh baby baby love songs
shakesphere tragedies
razor blades
and tears
this one isnt steady
stabile
she's weak
and there are too many cracks in her false image
trying to hold it together with that
scotch tape kind of love
heart looks like swiss cheese cause she gave it away
to 3 many
they never gave it back
they built relationships off her love
only thing that was pure
needs to watch wizard of oz again
tin man didnt give his heart away to dorothy
memo to self:
next time loan that shit out. . . with interest

(to be continued)