HOW TO GET OVER A CRUSH IN 1 DAY
"I think it's safe to say that I have a crush. Well, more like sad to say that I have a crush seeing that it has lastest for, come august, and entire year. The title of this blog series is becoming more evident as the days goes by. People always say be careful what you name something. Ok, people don't always say that but I know I do and that is real enough for me."
he is beautiful. everytime i see him i revert to being in middle school. he is the sweetest, most intelligent and funniest person to chill with and everyday i ask myself what could he possibly gain from me. and i reply, "the same thing he gives you." he's what i like to call the everyman. he literally knows everything about music. he is a walking encylopedia. he just started writing poetry and everytime he writes i new piece i get the chance to hear it before anyone else. his talents exceed anything you could ever imagine. but while im gushing about this person i know he isnt gushing for me.
i made my crush known the day of my birthday of last year. lesson number 1: never text message someone that you like them. it makes you appear to be a huge DORK!
he didnt reply. so all night i stayed up thinking about how much i was such a dumbass for doing that. i was too scared to tell him face to face because i was afraid of how much the repulsed expression on his face could do to a person of my insecure stature. ive told boys that ive liked them plenty of times. and everytime they just stood there looking. not saying anything. i swear you could hear my heart fall to the bottom of my feet. so i figured this would be the safe route. boy was i wrong.
the next night we talked about it. he began to tell me how he wasnt looking to be in a relationship right now. so i stopped him in mid sentence before the rest of my face decided to slip off. i just thought that maybe this time i would get it right. i told him that it was alright and he didnt have to finish. we ended up talking about music till 5 in the morning.
a few days ago i realized that ive had the same crush on one person for an entire year. im pathetic. whats the point of pinning away for someone if they pine away for you too. sitting at home hoping to see if he will call me is not very productive. i feel like such an idiot. he makes me what to better myself. i have taken up the goal of trying to stop cursing. he makes me want to have a clean mouth. which is weird seeing that he curses but i have a tendency to overuse my words. i want to offer my best self to him. even after hes seen my worst. and hope that he would want it after its been cleaned and polished. i so need to get over him. anyone have tips on how to get over a crush?
i made my crush known the day of my birthday of last year. lesson number 1: never text message someone that you like them. it makes you appear to be a huge DORK!
he didnt reply. so all night i stayed up thinking about how much i was such a dumbass for doing that. i was too scared to tell him face to face because i was afraid of how much the repulsed expression on his face could do to a person of my insecure stature. ive told boys that ive liked them plenty of times. and everytime they just stood there looking. not saying anything. i swear you could hear my heart fall to the bottom of my feet. so i figured this would be the safe route. boy was i wrong.
the next night we talked about it. he began to tell me how he wasnt looking to be in a relationship right now. so i stopped him in mid sentence before the rest of my face decided to slip off. i just thought that maybe this time i would get it right. i told him that it was alright and he didnt have to finish. we ended up talking about music till 5 in the morning.
a few days ago i realized that ive had the same crush on one person for an entire year. im pathetic. whats the point of pinning away for someone if they pine away for you too. sitting at home hoping to see if he will call me is not very productive. i feel like such an idiot. he makes me what to better myself. i have taken up the goal of trying to stop cursing. he makes me want to have a clean mouth. which is weird seeing that he curses but i have a tendency to overuse my words. i want to offer my best self to him. even after hes seen my worst. and hope that he would want it after its been cleaned and polished. i so need to get over him. anyone have tips on how to get over a crush?
I am happy for all of the wonderful comments to this note. I must say that I was able to get over this person. It took him to be a true ass for me to wake up to reality but I am glad it is out of my system. There isn't anything really profound to say on this matter other than that it is important to get over these horrible infuations. Please find yourself. Love yourself. I know this is hard to get. I am still struggling. But we must regain our true self. Peace to you all. (Dec. 30 08)
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